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not looking forward to work monday. got thrown under the bus by a co-worker because I followed the directions of my supervisors. No I am not in trouble... just upset that I was told that I couldn't just go ahead and tell the man no it was not my fault that what happened was wrong. I was told by my supervisors to do it the wrong way. And besides if you have a stick up your ass about signing paperwork then I am sorry to say that is how everything is going now. IT IS 2012... deal with it.
Depression
You ever feel like you shouldn't be.
I don't want to die... but I think it was a mistake that I was created.
What have I been doing?
What have I been doing with my life?
After looking back at 11 years of Catboy at the Con and other artwork I just remember what my father said to me the first time I showed him my drawings as a kid.
"You will never get anywhere with those."
And you know what? He was right. I am still that loser kid that is thinking that in just a short 5 years I will be working for some big company... or have my own tv show... or something stupid like that.
I don't know what to do anymore. I love my characters... but I don't think that I can stand myself anymore.
What is wrong with me?
Am I just some fucking loser?
Am I lying to myself when I thi
I've had it.
Woke up to an overturned trash can this morning. Not the first time this has happened and I know who the culprit is. I have talked to them several times and yet they treat their shit like no issue. They have destroyed property here, they have filled the alleyway with junk ( junk cars and garbage), they have made the whole neighborhood unsafe.
I won't park in our rear parking lot because those bastards will probably just smash into my car and drive away like it was no big deal.
I'm tired of this.
As soon as we can I am gonna move my wife and I to a better neighborhood. So we can leave those MF's to live in their crackhouse!
depression
Recently I have been dealing with some major depression and don't know what the future holds for the comic. Last weekend I was feeling good and thought I would get some comics done. My drawing expecting made me feel happy. However due to some people u have been thinking maybe I should just call it quits. Should I continue the comic or just hang up my pencil?
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